The Crimson Affair Chapter 46 by shadrouge291, literature
Literature
The Crimson Affair Chapter 46
(Shadow's POV) I quickly left the room and leaned towards a nearby wall, trying to make sense of everything I've heard. Everything was just too overwhelming for me to handle. My guilt centers were sky-rocketing and I could have sworn that my chest feels tight. I'm feeling nauseous from feeling all of these at once. Right now, my mind felt like a snail attempting to win a race against my pounding heart. It feels too slow to catch up. Then the headaches come and linger to torment me. Some of the memories resurface in the midst of the pain as though my brain is struggling to restore every missing piece back into its original form. I could recall trivial things like the taste of an exquisite rare wine, the strange sensation of being underwater, the scent of cakes and pastries, a soothing warm touch from someone familiar and finally, a nice view of the sunset over a horizon. These fragments somehow keep making their way back and yet they are still too vague for me to even make sense
I'm afraid of...
[ ] The dark
[ ] Staying single forever.
[ ] Being a parent.
[ ] Giving birth.
[ ] Being myself in front of others.
[ ] Open spaces.
[ ] Closed spaces.
[ ] Heights.
[x] Dogs.(not all dogs just those REALLY BIG ONE THAT TAKE YOU DOWN IN 5 SECS)
[ ] Birds.
[ ] Fish.
[x] Spiders.
[ ] Flowers or other plants.
[ ] Being touched. (keep your hands off of me)
[ ] Fire.
[x] Deep water.
[x] Snakes.
[ ] Silk.
[ ] The ocean.
[x] Failure.
[ ] Success.
[ ] Thunder/lightning.
[ ] Frogs/toads.
[ ] My boyfriend's/girlfriend's dad.
[ ] Boyfriend"s/girlfriend's mom.
[ ] Rats.
[ ] Jumping from high places.
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